Monday, March 31, 2008

morning assembly was interesting..
they showed us so called ' fear factor Mayflower Sec. Sch '
the teachers took lots of time to prepare..
lessons was alright..
slept for the whole 2 periods in POA..
then canteen as both our form and Co-form teacher wasnt around..
back to class for english remedial..
early dismissal for 10 mins..
coz teacher know that we are really tired..
central to get my Le Coq Sportif jacket..
i have been eyeing for quite some time le..
it cost me $99.90..
bought bus concession for april too..
then to market to eat and saw wanfong, penny, sockyong and geraldine there..
so joined them..
alicia and i went home first..

i just love my Le Coq Sportif jacket (((:

the moment i saw u online..
my first intention was to talk to you..
but i know, we wont have tt much things to talk about anymore..
so i didnt took the courage to..
i really miss those memorable times..


Sunday, March 30, 2008

SATURDAY
went work and guess wad, i was late for 15 mins..
but i knew i was working with chris..
and he wouldnt sabo me la..
working at J8 most of the time now..
and J8 is a place where we can always see tv stars..
i saw LINJUNJIE today..
he look handsome in real but not in photos..
he went in to this photoshop and took photos..
well, we went to buy his pic from the shop..
the auntie know chris ( working partner ) quite well..
so sold him 2 jus for the price of 1..
i know esther likes him..
so got her 1 of his picture..
i only had 1 meal for the whole of today..
so ke lian right ? XD
went home right after work..

SUNDAY
woke up at 545am..
went shao mu with family and relatives..
traffic jam for 3 to 4 long hours can..
sat inside my uncle's car for so long..
butt was so pain la..
went to pray for my grandparents..
then back to sin ming road to pray for my greatgrandparents..
sad to say, i dunno my grandfather coz he passed away when i was 17 months old only..
can u believe it ?
we only had our brunch at 4..
so pathetic la, stomach was growling from early in the morning..
esther told me tt if u were to have 1 meal for 1 or 2 days..
the next day u wont feel hungry without meals..
and its really true la..
backed home for nap from 6 till 8..
and everyone in my family is still slping..
no dinner for me..
but i am not hungry this time..

the feeling is still in me..
i really need time..
but i dunno whether can i do it..
still thinking of you..


Friday, March 28, 2008

its still going to be jus a short post though..
coz my mood is still not back to blogging..
after school, central for sumo house..
walked around hub..
then home, took a short nap..
woke up at 7, prepare and to tpy botak jones to meet alicia and beeying..
had dinner and so much fun and laughter with them..
i was feeling moody but with them around..
at least i get to not think so much..
Thanks!
walked all the way from tpy botak jones to amk..
took us about 1 hour coz we chatted all the way..

today was the day i just couldnt control myself..
and maybe the day is here..
maybe god jus wants me to forget about him..
but its wasnt as easy as u guys think it is..
its really a difficult task for me..
was that really the final answer u give ?
cant u even try ? anymore chance ?
the reason u gave wasnt very reasonable..
i still treasure u as much as before..

Sunday, March 23, 2008

so many negative things happen recently..
i really dunno wad should i do..
i have totally broken down..
not in mood to continue blogging..
life isnt great for me anymore..
life is meaningless..



Saturday, March 22, 2008

work today at Junction 8 again..
reached on time..
worked with eileen today again..
sale today wasnt very good as ytd was already public holiday..
while working, and guess wad ?
i saw tv artists ' Michelle Chia 谢韵仪 & Shaun Chen 陈泓宇 '
ShaunChen is so so handsome la..
kept looking at him and hope he doesnt knows, LOLS!
sms zhaojie MEI to ask her if she wants to have supper..
after their movie, they came to J8 to meet me..
then we bused to prata house..
coz i was suddenly craving for prata..
Thanks zhaojie MEI and yanjun for the accompany!
end work early today..
by the time we finish was jus only 1030pm..
walked zhaojie MEI home then walked to bus stop myself..
both of us was having some chit chats after some time..
its so long since we both chatted..
more chit chats again..
reached home and saw my relatives at my hse playing mahjong..
having tuition early in the morning tml..

i am seriously confuse...
but i still need to know everything..
can i ? please!

my feelings will always remain for you..
thats all i can say..

Friday, March 21, 2008

met kaizhow to study at Mos Burger..
had my brunch there then continued studying..
left Mos Burger and kaizhow accompanied me home..
he waited for me at my hse downstairs..
while i went up to leave books at home..
then kaizhow accompanied me to orchard first while waiting for siaotong finish her work..
walked around taka and wisma..
then to ps to wait for siaotong..
kaizhow accompanied me for the whole half day..
then he went to join the guys..
THANKS Kaizhow!
so nice of him to accompany me wherever i wan to go..
met siaotong then backed to town..
wisma and taka again..
both of us bought ourselves a top from topshop..
taka to look for my jacket..
but sad to say, end up i didnt get my jacket i wanted for so long..
coz there's so much designs to choose from..
i must really get it real soon..
bused to bugis..
first time i got myself nth from there..
but siaotong got shorts and long pants..
wanted to get a brown shorts but dun have my size..
so end up nvr get lo..
my leg hurts the whole day and till the last moment..
i really cannot stand it so backed to bugis street to get slipper..
then bused back to amk..
meet alicia, beeying and zhiwei..
actually wanted to go home, but siaotong ask me pei her awhile..
so i went along with them to k-pool..
saw kaizhow, ian ghwee, edmund and wayner there..
left with kaizhow, edmund and wayner after awhile..
sorry gf's i didnt accompanied your longer..
was too tired and am working tml full..
nights everyone!

i need comments if this adidas jacket looks nice on me..
thanks!

now i am abit relieved..
but still worried for you..

at least confuse mayb a chance..
but still, hais! dunno la..
hope to receive ur sms tml after u are back..
awaiting..

Thursday, March 20, 2008

my short fringe now!

didnt go school today..
was woken up by esther's call at 10..
then back to slp till 12 plus..
so so tired can ? coz i slept only at 3..
continued with my chinese work..
then prepared to meet siaotong and beeying at about 330pm..
Mos Burger to study..
study till 6 plus then walked around..
siaotong and i got photos developed..
accompanied beeying to get her slipper..
bubble tea again, its our favourites!
k-pool, actually wanted to leave at about 8..
but they say tt they will leave at 830pm..
so agreed to leave tgt with them..
but end up we all left at 9..
qinhan was there with weihao too..
siaotong went to meet her cousins for movie..
while beeying, qinhan and me went home..
yeah! going study and shopping tml..

i still dunno why..
mayb i should ask you soon..
hais! i jus feel so worried for you la..

i wan back the time tt we are so much closer..
can i ? can i ?
hearts <<3

Wednesday, March 19, 2008


2nd day of career seminar!
and guess wad ?
we are having talks about business & management, laws and tourism..
and only business & management so called interest me..
coz if i get the chance to go to a poly..
i would like a course that is related to maths..
but alot of my friends told me tt there is POA la..
so so sad la, coz i dun like POA la..
shall decide which course after i get my results..
not even sure if i can get to a poly la..
the workshop ends earlier today..
sang yiling birthday song and cut cake session..
then continued with chemistry remedial..
ends at about 2 and it started to rain so heavily..
went central, accompanied esther for a haircut..
and i cut my fringe too..
then i bought some fingerfood home to eat..
coz i haven had my lunch..
home at 4..
i can slp very late tonight as i am not turning up for school tml..
coz its a boring talk, though its the last day..
having a 4 long days of holidays..

do you really meant to treat me like tt ?
i really dun understand..
i wish to know the ans..
its already the 3rd day le..
wad should i do ? ask you ? or let it be ?
thinking of you <3

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

school was so so boring..
fell asleep during the talk..
coz its really boring..
end up having hearttalks with kaizhow..
the workshop ended at 1 and we continued with maths remedial..
finished at about 215pm..
then to central with esther and alicia..
lunch and bubble tea again..
then home after that..
2 more days of boring talks..
have to bear with it bahs..
our school knew tt we will find it a boring talk..
yet organise it la, its a waste of time..

chatted today but it seems to be boring chats again..

and u seems to be always busy nowadays..
you cant even spend some time to sms with me ?
i trust you and thats why i didnt ask more..
but i really hope we could be like before..
so good and so close..

Monday, March 17, 2008

new timetable today..
monday its still the day i like..
had maths, english, ss, poa and character education..
POA and character education means slacking period for me..
so happy tt there's no remedials for today..
central for lunch and bubble tea with alicia..
home for nap then homework..
the next 3 days sec 4 and 5's are having career seminar workshop..
while the sec 1 to 3's are having camp..
bored till death for the next 3 days..
why is there a need for us to go through this workshop again ?
we have already had it last year la..
boring workshop!!!!!!

waited for ur sms patiently..
but i guess u dun seems to care..
and i can do nothing but jus continue waiting..
but just a sms from you can really brighten up my day..
missing you..

Sunday, March 16, 2008

slept at 3am this morning..
and mum woke me up 12pm la..
jus 9 hours of slp but still tired..
finally my cupboard is fixed..
spent time packing it and also my room..
now its much more cleaner and neater..
had my brunch with mum..
and i had been only having 1 to 2 meals a day this holiday..
bath then online, while doing my art..
alicia sent me many nice songs..
THANKS!
upload it in my phone and mp3..
i've got many new songs now.. ((:
dinner with family then back to com again..
tml is school again, i didnt have enough rest..
but no choice, can we turn the time back ?

sometimes it seems good and bad..
but i really dunno wad u are thinking or feeling..
i want to know lots more things about you too..
but how am going to ask you ?
i maybe a outsider to you, but do you care ?
i really want to know about it, pls..


its 2am now..
and i jus reached home 1 hour b4 this can..
getting home later each day..
but mum dun seems to scold nowadays..
mayb she dun care ?
or she is jus too tired to care ?
i am also not sure about tt..
work today was alright at first..
eileen was sick and didnt turn up at work today..
so surprisingly, eugene turned up there..
its since so long we saw each other..
and its only our second or third time working together..
but he can only worked till 5pm..
coz he's having a date with his friends..
and guess wad ? he told me tt i am working with boss..
he really gave me a shocked..
i was really scared la..
but end up, eugene left but qinyi was posted to work with me..
scare the hell of me can ? lols..
i saw chow xuan at my pushcart today..
and her da sao was buying stickers from us..
and i remembered she was the one who intro me this job..
thanks CHOW XUAN!
back to amk central to meet girlfriends..
but esther wasnt there coz she is ending work late..
had supper at small s11..
then walked pass mac, saw yuxing..
first time seeing him, and he look so like an ah beng la..
then went k-pool awhile then home..

i dunno how to express it..
so should i feel sad ?
thinking of you..


Friday, March 14, 2008

today was the only day i was home the whole day for this 1 wk holiday..
and its also the only day i got enough of my slp..
used com for almost the whole day..
but i still did abit of work in between..
then mum brought us out for dinner..
then she drove me to library to return book..
then home..
its a simple day and post for today..
gonna slp soon after i blog..
tml gonna work from 12 to 10..

i have at least took the courage to do it..
and i am happy with it..
thanks but sorry..

Thursday, March 13, 2008

slept late and woke up early..
prepared then off to novena for skin appt alone..
waited for 1 long hours for my turn..
went pharmacy for medicine and its still raining so heavily..
cabbed home and had my brunch..
then to hub to meet alicia for movie..
watched ' sky of love'..
the show is so touching and romantic la..
i rate the movie 4 out of 5 stars..
alicia accompanied me to popular to get my card renew..
walked to bus stop to meet beeying..
coz i needa go home for dinner so i left after beeying came..
slept from like 6 plus to 8..
so so tired can ??
arghhhh! didnt get to have enough slp this holidays la..
and i haven been doing much revisions this holiday too..
might go out to study tml..

sometimes i really dunno wad i am feeling..
mayb i can feel smth for you..
i know it takes time..
but how i wish i could leave in ur heart..
love is blind (((:

Happy 16th Birthday, my dearest zhaojie MEI!
enjoy urself and hope u like the present!
take great care yah ?
seeyou soon ((((:

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

was late for art for 1 hour..
bought breakfast to art room..
was supposed to stay till 11am..
but due to our lateness, mr tan say we have to leave at 12pm..
and so we left at 1130am secretly..
accompanied siaotong to wait for her bus..
then home to post ytd's blog..
was feeling abit unwell so took a nap from 230pm to 5pm..
did abit of revision..
mum bought soup back for me..
had dinner then tv for half an hour..
slacked all the way till now..
and i am here blogging again..
gonna slp soon coz i am having skin appt tml..
nights everyone!

Happy 17th Birthday, CONNIE!

met up with esther, alicia and siaotong to town to get connie's present..
we shared and get her a guess wallet..
hope she likes it! :D
shared kfc meal with siaotong then off to mrt station to meet the rest..
waited for them for like 1 hour can ??
douby ghaut for korean dinner..
this time, shared with alicia coz b4 tt we already ate smth..
then back to cineleisure for pool..
but esther didnt have her ezlink card and i/c..
so she cant get in and so both of us went to shop around..
group of soccer guys walking around..
and those in blue kept looking at esther..
when we was about to leave cine, saw them again..
the coach came forward to esther and talked to her..
but i knew they cant understand each other's language..
one thing is esther asked them where they are from..
then are from thailand..
mayb one of the guy there are interested in esther..
chatted awhile then left cine to heeren..
esther got her very nice white crane bag from there..
and i finally got myself a pouch from taka..
then siaotong came and look for us while the rest headed to zouk..
walked all the way from taka to fareast..
then bus back home..
have to wake up early for art tml..
then back home for nap after art.. XD

Monday, March 10, 2008

woke up at 10..
prepared to meet zhaojie MEI to go study..
was abit rush, so jus ate abit of my breakfast before leaving..
the weather was so good for slping today..
studied till about 3 then went to bugis..
got zhaojie MEI a bag for her birthday this year..
have been getting her bag for her birthday since last year..
but this year, she chose it herself!
went round looking for my belated present she owe me last year..
and guess wad ?
she got me a bag too..
coz nothing tempted me at bugis today..
she bought herself the bag tt she bought for me too..
its jus the colour difference..
was still quite early..
so i suggest going to zhaojie's MEI hse..
wanted to go there to study..
but end up using com and chatting with his bro..
mum came to fetch me at 0730pm coz its still raining..

the bag i bought for zhaojie MEI..

was the first to give u your present..
its the one u chosen for urself..
so u better like it, hahas!
i really hope you will like it!
Happy Advance Birthday!

Sunday, March 9, 2008

SATURDAY
worked from 12pm to 10pm with eileen today..
was so blurr at work..
coz i didnt get used to the place and things..
and i haven been working for about 1 month plus..
but was getting used to it le..
coz i will be working there all the saturday for march..
finished work at 945pm..
sms-ed esther to let her know i am gg to her workplace to look for her..
but she didnt reply me nor ans my call..
so i jus went there alone..
waited for her to finish work at 11..
did nothing much for the 1 hour while waiting for her..
after her work, bus-ed to amk s11..
she treated me stingray & kangkong for supper!
thanks Esther lovely !
reached home only at 1230am..
and mum didnt know coz she is already asleep..

SUNDAY
woke up early for tuition today..
date Esther out today for shopping spreee..
went bugis first, got myself a white cardigan, black shorts and earrings..
then to orchard..
didnt want to spend any more money..
but u know wad ? went to mango at wisma..
esther tempted me to get a razor back from there..
esther got herself many many clothes too..
she've got herself a pink guess wallet too!
its really nice! (((((:
i stopped from buying tt wallet coz she've already spent alot..
but she went ahead to buy it coz i know she really likes it..
kept asking her to leave orchard coz i wan to stop her from buying..
end up, we stay at orchard till about 7 plus..
then i accompanied her to agatha's BBQ area..
passed her the present then went 603 for dinner..
we shared a plate of rice..
seems tt we have no money to eat..
but NO, its tt we are not hungry, lols!
i am home before 10 and mum wasnt angry..
going to study with zhaojie MEI tml morning..

candid shots by Esther..

Friday, March 7, 2008

haven been blogging for days le..
but there's nothing much but just school..


WEDNESDAY

school school and school..
i had no ss bridging so was being asked to the speaker's corner for dunno wad reason la..
when its starts, i keesoon and keith ran away le..
they went to eat..
while i went central alone..
went popular to get stationery then home for a short nap..
waited for mum's call then went hub to meet her..
bought a cupboard from ntuc..
reached home, dinner then started to fix the cupboard..
mum was complaining tt she is tired..
so stopped and its half done now..

THURSDAY
school then went for chemistry bridging test in the lab..
finished fast and accompanied esther to J8..
she wanted to get her work fren birthday present..
nothing much to shop..
so i suggest going toa payoh..
and esther agreed, at least we bought smth from there..
back home at late evening..
was so tired and wanted to slp..
but mum kept saying i always sleep la..
so only slp at 10..

FRIDAY
school time was fast today..
skipped chinese bridging today..
so many of us didnt go la..
coz its last day of school and everyone has no mood..
backed home..
prepared then met esther siaotong and beeying..
esther and beeying went to do manicure..
while siaotong accompany me to 'xiu' my eyebrow..
now they say i look fierce if i dun smile..
had Mos Burger at jubilee..
it was my so called tea break coz it already 4 plus..
esther ate le and went to work..
while we stayed there and do our work..
stopped doing at about 8..
went popular as siaotong and beeying wanted to get their stationery..
then accompany siaotong to money changer..
then met alicia, walked to k-pool..
waited outside for table..
while waiting, took pictures again..
meanwhile, i met zhaojie MEI and siying at s11 to have my dinner..
left for k-pool after eating..
home at 1030 and mum was already home..
so worried she might start to nag again..
but lucky she didnt..
working tml while my classmates are all gg Malacca..
BonVoyage to those going Malacca!



Sunday, March 2, 2008

was woken up my mum's screaming..
had no choice but to force myself up la..
packed my cupboards..
threw away all the sec 2 notes..
then update my this year's file..
did my art then lunch..
after lunch, continued with my art..
bath then prepare and out with mum..
went to grandaunt's hse..
coz mum bought her some stuff and passed it to her..
left after awhile to toa payoh central...
wanted to get a cupboard, in the end nvr..
instead mum bought me a 3/4 pants and slipper..
she bought a 3/4 pants and a shirt too..
home at about 6..
saw yirui, elena, cheechian, shiheng and peiling at my hse..
they were there earlier as they bought yirui a cake..
yirui did cake cutting at my hse..

Happy 19th Birthday, YIRUI!

Saturday, March 1, 2008

auto woke up at about 9 and its raining..
so went back to slp till 10..
used com for awhile then prepare..
met alicia, she accompanied me to hub to buy my bus stamp..
then i accompanied her for lunch at big s11..
after tt, walked to library to meet kaizhow and shaun..
studied till about 3..
then they wanted to have KFC..
so accompanied them since i am meeting zhaojie MEI after tt..
KFC is so tempting la..
after KFC, they went for tuition while i bus to thomson plaza to meet zhaojie MEI..
we went to starbucks there to study..
surprisingly, i managed to study there..
and guess wad ? i saw the tv star ' Jesseca Liu 刘芷绚 '
she looks so gorgeous in real life la..
walked around thomson plaza then accompanied zhaojie MEI home..
then i went to her hse nearest bus stop..
KFC to takeaway for dinner..
i am home early today..
cancelled tuition due to laziness and my art..
i haven complete my drawing and principal might wan to see it on mon or tues..
so i am staying home to do it tml..